Have you ever felt out of place? Ever felt like other people want to hurt you more than you think? Ever feel like a failure... well, that's exactly how I feel at the moment. Why you may ask? Well, I signed up for an online class thinking that it would be something for me but it's not. I've just now realized that it's not possible, now I'm going to be going to my counselor on Monday morning and just asking to be taken out of the class. I can't handle the stress, right now. My dad is having kidney problems,so I don't feel like having seven classes...
I just want to cry. I feel like I'm a failure right now for quitting. Am I? I mean my dad is more important to me than I class, I even told people that I might end up dropping the class... Now, I feel like they're going to get mad at me for dropping it... I just, I don't know what to do.
I feel like my head is going to explode, I mean, the reason why I took journalism online was, I thought that it would help me become a better book writer but I was totally wrong. It's more about them becoming a journalist writer, which isn't what I want to do in life. I want to become an author, not a writer.
Am I really a failure for wanting to follow my dreams? I just, I don't know what I'm going to do right now... I hate myself at this very moment!
